Hello miss. Just quite down in the dumps today. My hormones are askew but I feel pretty secluded from the world lately. I have an outward happiness. Like I see life as so beautiful. The smiles from strangers & the giggling children & the sun hiding behind a cloud. But I just feel like I’ve just been a ghost watching & lurking around. I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to or share my thoughts with anymore. I could not tell you who I am close to in my life beside my mother & father. I don’t really know how to describe how I feel. Just.. desolate. I wish I had more close friends but I don’t trust people very well & don’t find a lot of people who vibe with me well. I am very selective as to who I am close to. I am babbling I am sorry. Just a bad day! Tomorrow is anew. I shouldn’t complain & should be grateful. I should be happy for what I DO have even though I feel like as of now I have little. I’m just lonely!
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